01 October 2023. I’ve been working on downloading files for the Covid Fear Game, got a good few. I’ve did a couple of posts, I’ve sorted the Link To Posts page for September and I’ve created this My Comments page for October. It’s still really difficult pushing myself to move forward, but I have to. 10 October. I’ve completed a sleepover regards the day job, really mentally tired, but I guess nothing new there. I’ve did a post and if I don’t drop off, I’ll do another couple later. I’m feeling good in that I’ll be free to do my work on this place for the next four days, there is so much needing done and I need to get it done. 15 October 2023. It’s after 5pm UK time and all I’ve done is a post this morning. I’ve got one left which I’ll post later. I’ve been sitting with my partner all day binging on Dr Who and when she left for work, I’ve had a few whiskies. Cannot stomach what is happening to our world. The undiscribable horror and terror the Jewish people suffered have not sunk in. I know people presently in Gaza, great and Proud Palestinians though hateful of Hamas. I spoke to one of two guys that have now flown out to Israel to defend their Southern border with Lebanon. All have beautiful families. I’ve been stuck in a bit of a warp for the past few days (perhaps too much Dr Who), I know what is right, Hamas needs to be destroyed, but the price is gonna be massive. That doesn’t sit well but I know it needs done! 16 October. It’s 11pm UK time and I’m not long home. I’m totally mentally drained doing the day job. I have a lot of September files still to edit, I’m on a sleepover tomorrow so when can I do them? I don’t have any files left to post so I’m thinking first chance I get I archive what I have left and work on the October files. What is never away from my gaze is the campaign files. They need time to sort out cause this place is needing these different voices. 18 October. It’s 2pm UK time and I’m home from the day job that I started at 9.30am yesterday morning. I’m chilling out for a bit, listening to the relevant silence. In an hour I’ll get the pc on and if there’s really important files in the last of September bundle, I’ll sort them. In a wishful world I would have a small team of people helping me, we can all dream. 19 October. It’s 9.30am UK time and I’m on train to cover two areas of Glasgow. I’ve got a lot of walking ahead of me, and my knees are getting really bad, I’m no spring chicken. This evening, when home, I’ll be working on October files so that I have all day tomorrow to research campaign files. I need to get a GP appointment tomorrow if I can to have these knees looked at, but that won’t take that much time. 21 October. Yesterday I emptied the box of October files, I gave them each a transmission note, archived a good few that I wasn’t going to post, put them into order then gave them a number. They all need an edit which I intended doing today, I also intended seeing my daughter today which I was really looking forward to. But I’ve been sitting about all day! I’d been at the GP yesterday morning about my right knee, the fortnight before it had been my left knee. Yesterday evening I was going up the close stairs and my knee gave way and I fell down the stairs, I moved my head out the road of the wall but my shoulder copped it in the front and then in the back as I went down the stairs. I’ve got co-codamol and my son got me a gel but I’ve been unable to move my left arm about, too much pain. I put off till tonight before phoning the day job and advising of the above and the pain is getting worse instead of better so I’m declaring myself sick for Monday so I can see the GP and get an x-ray. Really sore, hope to feel a bit better tomorrow and be able to do some edits and post a file. 22 October. I’ve been in bed for four hours, lucky if the sleep adds up to an hour, just a wee move and there’s a stabbing pain. I think I’ll need to go to the hospital today, if anything the pain and discomfort is just increasing. Need to sort out files later and post at least one. I have 37 files to work on, and I’ve got tons of campaign files to work on. Got to sort this shoulder out first. 23 October. I was up this morning prior to 6am UK time. I’ve did some posts throughout the day and I’ve been editing files in the pending folder. Didn’t do too bad considering an arm in a sling can’t really be used. I’ve got so much respect for people with issues or whatever the word, I can’t use my keyboard properly, how about washing dishes, putting my socks on this morning was agony and a pantomime, as was my trousers! I’m going to have to get used to it for a couple of weeks. 24 October. I’ve been researching and downloading campaign files for Indoctrination today. I’ve also expanded my audience to Twitter/X, Gab, Gettr, Truth Social and Tumblr. I really need to work on the campaign files, getting there. 28 October. Over the past couple of days I’ve been working on the campaign files, still got a lot of work to do on them, but I’ve managed to post two or three of them. It’s a very time-consuming task, but I’m getting there. 29 October. It’s a pain in the neck this, literally, having my shoulder in a sling really restricts me, gotta use my phone to do a comment. I’ve been working on the 19 files in the pending folder and they’re now sorted and moved to the Files To Post folder. Yesterday I emptied the Sky Box and I have 31 files, they need foldered and given a transmission note. Being off sick from the day job I ain’t happy about, don’t have a choice with a broken collar bone, but it’s giving me time on the site although I’m working a bit clumsy and slow.